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Defying Gravity (with a side note)
Aug. 8th, 2009 08:03 pmI watched the first two hours of the new ABC series "Defying Gravity" online, and I'm enjoying it so much that I might actually watch the next episode in real-time. Maybe. It took me a web search to identify how I recognized Christina Cox, and of course it was from "Blood Ties."
I'm also trying to figure out why I'm pushing myself toward disaster again by refusing to let go of my anger even when I know it is causing problems for everyone, including myself. It's like I'm somehow afraid to let go of it. The consequences of NOT letting the anger go (for me and for the others affected by it) are so much worse than those of letting it go, so what is this fear all about?
I'm also trying to figure out why I'm pushing myself toward disaster again by refusing to let go of my anger even when I know it is causing problems for everyone, including myself. It's like I'm somehow afraid to let go of it. The consequences of NOT letting the anger go (for me and for the others affected by it) are so much worse than those of letting it go, so what is this fear all about?
